I had a Step 1 experience yesterday, which reminded me how powerful lust is and how completely powerless I am over it.  My wife and I are currently travelling in Italy, a country without SA meetings.  Temptations...

My dis-ease has a built-in forgetter and an ego that says that everything really is under my control. I'm striving for a better memory and for true humility. 

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I believe I had withdrawal symptoms when I stopped acting out and lusting. I'm not really able to separate the emotional from the physical symptoms, because each affects the other. But there were symptoms....

Night is a time of great temptation for me. Even last night, I began creating fantasies in my mind again. I would "bounce" my mind to somewhere else only to find that I was back in the fantasy again, ...