My lust is always looking for acceptance... It's been my "go-to" drug of choice for years....whenever I've felt unaccepted, unworthy, not good-enough, too fat, too tall, not handsome enough, not strong enough.......

In early recovery, I thought my compulsive sexual behavior was the problem. I just needed to stop doing it, and my problem would be solved. Yeah, maybe I just needed to go to a weekly SA meeting (like going to...

I've never been able to live without a woman.  Literally from conception I needed a woman (my mother) to live.  Then emotionally I came to rely on my three sisters, female friends, acquaintances, lovers,...