Hope

Time for me to fly

This morning, as I was driving to work, still feeling tired after an emotional weekend, I started being assaulted by images.  Images I didn't want and was working hard to surrender, but was struggling and unable...

Tired but not tempted

It's after 1 a.m. and I'm still at work (about 19 hours so far).  And probably another hour or so to go before I can head home, grab a few hours of sleep - and then come back to do it all over again.  I'm tired. I...

Unconditional surrender

The crazy thing about unconditional surrender is that I don't get to specify the terms.  When I finally admitted at age 51 that I was 100% hopeless (Alcoholics Anonymous page 43) I began to surrender.  There was...

The dark look has gone

I seem to always think negatively about life first thing in the morning...but it leaves as I start to get going. Hitting my knees to pray for another sober 24 hours for my sponsor - then for another sober 24 hours...