It's been a difficult week and an even more difficult weekend for me. I've struggled with some difficult truths, as my past addiction and acting out continues to wreak havoc on my life and the lives of those I promised to protect. I’ve been overwhelmed with grief this weekend. Sadness, loneliness, frustration, anger, and, yes, even resentment as my addiction has tried to take over. It's been a weekend of a thousand surrenders to my Higher Power. He has walked with me through this weekend. He is protecting me from the worst of the temptations. And He is keeping me safe. I have learned that in my life, If I do my part, my Higher Power does His part. Every time. Without Fail.