Someone said, “The party is in the middle of the life raft” (SA being our life raft). I knew he was right, and I knew I wanted the party, but I did not want to accept that as a sexaholic, my joy would be on the life raft. Yet after seeing the party-animals in the middle, I cannot deny that they're not only completely crazy and insane, but that they are happy! So how can I find joy? By joining them!