I often forget that my Higher Power comes to meet me right where I am. I often think that I must seek Him first, but the truth is that I am powerless, and I’m unable to even seek Him without His help. I wish I could give something back to God for all He has done for me, and that I could be a “really good” man. I wish I were like Superman and that I did not even need God, but today I know that I’m unable to manage my lust addiction recovery without Him. To get the miracle of sexual sobriety through Sexaholics Anonymous, I must give my life and my will to the care of God.