The results of just doing it

Through the Grace of God and the good people of SA, I hit the milestone of 2 months of SA sobriety today. I also have 22 days of consecutive victory over the Big L – by not entertaining or getting drunk on it. Over the past 22 days, I have worked as best I could to surrender - of course - the Big L but also to surrender my defects of character - resentments, fears and self will. A tall order indeed but I believe in my heart of hearts, that the Steps and the programme offer me the greatest opportunity of freedom from this disease and freedom from the very hard edges of my personality that make the fabric of my being – my very destructive ego.
Its just for today and I just do it to the best of my ability – but I need to do it.