Newcomer Shares: Day One abstaining from sexual compulsivity

Today is Day One for me. I am addicted to lust in many forms. My body and mind crave it at times expected and unexpected. It has become my zone out time - thinking it will bring relief and release. After a momentary stimulation I become more overwhelmed than before.

I want and need to stay in touch and connected to Sexaholics Anonymous. I want what the purpose has to offer. There was a time when I was so out of control I couldn't sit in a meeting. Thanks to my Higher Power I am able to sit and write this to all of you without jumping out of my seat to act out.

If I don't stay connected I will return to that insanity. I am grateful to be with all of you in this fellowship.