Looking

How not to look

I don't know how to not look.  I am powerless over the look.  My life is unmanageable.  I cannot manage looking and I can not manage not looking.  What I need is a new attitude about looking and taking and lusting...

Obsessed about women

I've never been able to live without a woman.  Literally from conception I needed a woman (my mother) to live.  Then emotionally I came to rely on my three sisters, female friends, acquaintances, lovers,...